ok so i never write journals, i never feel the need to, but i have a bug to write tonight so i thought why not rant on here.
so as some of you know im painting in a retirement home....and therefore i have alot of time to myself and so i mostly think and listen to everything that is goin on around me...now the thing ive been thinking about the most is what will our generation...the generation x and generation y's....be like in teh retirement home's. most of the people in ther now still follow the 1950's ideals of life....most are very religious....and hold there way's of life very highly. the ones that are still half with get together and have singalongs to old 40's songs, they play there bingo, the listen to classical, some jazz(to which i have heard some make comments on teh evils of jazz)...to all this i wonder what will our generation be doin when we get in there..what the hell are we gonna sing....smells like teen spiret....can you think of in one room an old black man sitting in his wheel chair listening to some rap artist while in the next you have some old metal head listening to metalica....will we be playing bingo and cards...or will we play video games....what will we watch on tv...reruns of surviver....and think about this since most of the old folks still follow there 1950's way of life of purity and not to adventure's sexual lives(not to say that they dont turn into dirty old man and women which most all of them do become which i think is more out of lonlyness, boardumand, and want to go out of this world with one last bang) think of they way we hold sex...and how freely we are with it...think of a retirement home full of sexual deviants(wait dont think of that thats just creepy and no one should ever try thinking of that).... ive come to the point where i always get when i rant on like this....i either have to much i dont know how to put it all down or i just dont know where i want to take what i have writen and end up ranting about soemthing else...i cant wait to see what kinda weird old man i will become and what my future has instore for me...life was so simple for them back then and look at how fucked up it is know for us and how long we have to go till ew get to there point and how much more fucked up the wordl around us will become....will we be all just turn into that same group or will we be the same induviduals as we are right now just older....i hope i wont have to sing "my bonnie lies over the ocean"